O-M-G

 This post is a inconjuntion with the last post "Next Step".

My family Doctor called today and got a appointment with Dr. Davila, a baratric surgeon at the UMC, for Feburary the 1st!!!!  Of course this is just a nother step in this marathone, but at least it is a step in the right direction.

Since it isn't till Feburary I may not post anything till then.
Ya'll take care and Happy New Year! :) :) :)
Love !

The Next Step

Hi,

I had a doctor’s appointment today at 2:45 pm. I had with me some information that I had gotten from University Medical Center in Mississippi containing the referral number. He, Dr. Adams, my family doctor, had to call them to make me an appointment at UMC with the doctor he chooses or that is there. I asked for Dr. Kenneth if possible, just because he was the main one on the website and I had more background info on him. I gave Dr. Adams what I had and we talked a little about it, and he thinks that it would be a very good choice for me.

Over the holidays I have gained 5 more lbs so I am 410lbs :( He is calling them tomorrow to check it out and hopefully get me all fixed up. By far, I know this isn't definite, but it is a step in the right direction! I can't believe it OMGosh! I may know by tomorrow if and when I am going to Jackson at UMC. Crossing my fingers, praying, freaking out (in the good way lol)

When I can, I will update any changes and info I get.

Everyone take care, Love ya and God Bless. Happy New Year :D

Just a lil note

Hope everyone had a great Christmas! Well, just wanted to post that I have a doctors appointment on Monday 27 to talk about surgery. The first step. Just had to get it off my chest! Bye take care and Happy New Years!

Quick Inspiration

"When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

when the road you're trudging seems all up hill,

when the funds are low and the debts are high

and you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about

When he might have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give up though the pace seems slow--

You may succeed with another blow,

Success is failure turned inside out--

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--

It's when things seem worst that you must not quit."

~ Unknown~

Christmas is Almost Here!

I don't know whether this is a good thing or bad, but I am not as excited about Christmas than I am about the events that will come after.

Christmas, as well as Halloween, is the highlight of the end of the year! I look forward to this holiday soo much, but this year I kinda want it to hurry up and pass so that I can move forward with my life changing plans.

Don't get me wrong, I still love Christmas and the reason we celebrate it and having all the family gathered around, traditions and such. But for this one year I am asking God for happiness, peace, joy, love and His blessings for the new year, but really hoping He gives me blessing for my surgery and guide me where He wishes.
All I want for Christmas is a Roux-en Y Gastric Bypass, I can get teeth later lol Gotta laugh lol

I just want to speed ahead to the part were my doctor tells me that my insurance will pay for it and that I am well enough to have it done. Till then, my finger nails will be bitten down to the bone :s Ahhhh!!!

I was never one for being patient.

As I end this small "rant" "steam release" post, I would like to say a prayer...

Dear God,

Please forgive me of all of my sins that I have committed. The ones I knew I did and the ones I am not aware of. Please cleanse my soul and heart of all impurities. I am repenting my sins and ask you to accept my plea.

Thank you for all the blessings You have given me. My family, friends, food, shelter, clothes on my back, ppl that care about me, but most of all Your love! I pray for my mother and that You keep Your hands on her and help her to get better. I pray for all my family and friends, friend's friend's, basically everyone on earth. Every human deserves to be given chances.

I pray that You guide me down the path that You have laid before me and walk hand in hand beside me though out my journey. Please just let everything fall into place!

I Love you, In Jesus name Amen.

Take care everyone! Merry Christmas! Happy Birthday Jesus! God Bless

It's The CLIMB

Hi Everyone!

This post is more of an intro for this blog, just like when you open a book to read.

This blog is going to be about my journey into weight loss. The reason this is just a intro is because I myself have just made the first steps toward my journey. A journey that will have ups, downs, bumps, high, lows, hills and mountains, and tests of Faith.

As Miley Cyrus said, "It's not about what's waiting on the other side, it's the CLIMB!" So true!!

My mountain to climb is weight loss through Gastric Bypass Surgery.

I am at 405lbs and I am only 23. I have tried my hardest and have did all I could on my own to lose the weight, but I always gained it back.

So, I have finally decided to nip it in the butt. I will NOT let weight control my life! It will NOT limit me from doing things I want to do but cannot! It will NOT make me change my hopes and dreams and restrict me from the life I deserve!! No more will I let it make the decisions!

As, I have said, this is just the first step of many, but at least it's a STEP!

So please, will you help me through my climb? For support, cheers and to have hope and courage when I feel hopeless and week.

And please, if you are going up that same mountain, why go alone?

Everyone needs to have a shoulder, a friend, someone who knows what their going through.

Summarizing, I will be tracking my weight loss journey through this blog. Every step, stumble, fall, and every time I keep getting up, running smooth, Climbing.