Christmas is Almost Here!

I don't know whether this is a good thing or bad, but I am not as excited about Christmas than I am about the events that will come after.

Christmas, as well as Halloween, is the highlight of the end of the year! I look forward to this holiday soo much, but this year I kinda want it to hurry up and pass so that I can move forward with my life changing plans.

Don't get me wrong, I still love Christmas and the reason we celebrate it and having all the family gathered around, traditions and such. But for this one year I am asking God for happiness, peace, joy, love and His blessings for the new year, but really hoping He gives me blessing for my surgery and guide me where He wishes.
All I want for Christmas is a Roux-en Y Gastric Bypass, I can get teeth later lol Gotta laugh lol

I just want to speed ahead to the part were my doctor tells me that my insurance will pay for it and that I am well enough to have it done. Till then, my finger nails will be bitten down to the bone :s Ahhhh!!!

I was never one for being patient.

As I end this small "rant" "steam release" post, I would like to say a prayer...

Dear God,

Please forgive me of all of my sins that I have committed. The ones I knew I did and the ones I am not aware of. Please cleanse my soul and heart of all impurities. I am repenting my sins and ask you to accept my plea.

Thank you for all the blessings You have given me. My family, friends, food, shelter, clothes on my back, ppl that care about me, but most of all Your love! I pray for my mother and that You keep Your hands on her and help her to get better. I pray for all my family and friends, friend's friend's, basically everyone on earth. Every human deserves to be given chances.

I pray that You guide me down the path that You have laid before me and walk hand in hand beside me though out my journey. Please just let everything fall into place!

I Love you, In Jesus name Amen.

Take care everyone! Merry Christmas! Happy Birthday Jesus! God Bless